I haven’t written for ages.  I would like to say that this because my life has been one long social whirlwind, but alas, that is not the case.  Instead I have been working.  Fucking working.  Non-fucking-stop.  Bane of my life.

Nothing has changed.  I am still in the same rut.

My life is still utter chaos in many, many ways.  Bags of stuff everywhere.  Half organised files with notes and stuff – mainly because I don’t have time to do anything other than work.  Or that’s what it feels like, anyway.

I can see no light at the end of the tunnel.  I cannot just chuck in my job.  And any attempts at organisation are quickly scuppered by the Gods of … what’s it called?  When stuff just goes back where it was ‘meant’ to be? 

And things are pretty shit in my personal life at the moment, too.

So it’s all pretty depressing, mainly.

And I’m only writing this now as I wait for my trusty laptop to burn a disk that I need for my class tomorrow — because I have lost the original.  I spent an hour looking for it this evening (THIS MORNING! It’s 1.15am) before remembering that I had the audio files it saved on my laptop.

Blah blah blah.  There’s more to life than this, isn’t there?  Please tell me there is.  I have forgotten what it’s like to be normal!